As you know, 2010 is considered as one of my most important year in my life. However, I still unable to concentrate on my story and continue enjoying my life as if nothing happen at all.
I did try my best to put on my ears and eyes during the class, yet, I immediately get bored in a second or two due to the subjects have nothing to do with my future. On the other hand, I’m not interested with them either.
Maybe you’ll say, “Try to love the subjects la.” Well, then let me ask you, would you willing to attempt something that you don’t like? For example, if you dislike video game, why don’t you force yourself to play? If you’re afraid of height, why don’t you force yourself to ride on the roller coaster or play bungee jump?
See, it is just the same thing to me. I only pay my credits to English, which is the ONLY subject that can bright out my future. Besides, getting straight A’s in SPM doesn’t really mean your future would be as bright as a dazzling sunlight. People nowadays never cared about your “A”; they only care about “experience” and “talent”.
Some of my teachers like En. Ismail constantly annoy me in every single of his class. He believes that account is my only option for my future career. I’m not trying to be mean, but he is so dumb for thinking that way. More over, I don’t think he’s a good teacher anyway, because the more he teaches me, the more I hate the subject instead of loving it.
I wonder why there’s neither a literature nor creative writing class in my school, perhaps they couldn’t be found in Malaysia. The weird thing is, when we were told to fill in the SPM form, there are more than 40 subjects for us to choose, including the two that I wanted. I feel like total hopeless and helpless for continuing my education in this country…
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Damn, I said before I want to start study but instead I'm now drawing my sketches. LoL!
This government had to realize that if they expect us to pass our subjects, get good job and ensure our future. Then give us the ONLY interested subjects to study la! What for waste time for the low or none-at all interested subjects to study. I know they still need some students to master the economic skills, politician skills to continue the country but this can be study after SPM, whether the students wants or not.
As though we are manipulated to do these JUST for them. Felt like a slave to them. Being forced. As soon I finish my education, the sooner I can get the hell out of this country. I want a place where my talents and skills are appreciated and in used!
This is how we human constantly act. We never attempt something that our brains tell us to, lol.
Malaysia govs are shit, perhaps shit also 2 times better than them (at least they can be cultivated flowers). There are more than 40 options for us to choose in SPM, but only like maybe 10 is in the official list, wth?
I can imigrate to Singapore sudah can thnx to God lo.
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