12 Teams Of 2

Today, my teammate, Mark, told me that he already knew all the teams from Penang, i felt so strange that how did he know that? then he told me that the teams' name got written on the Herald (Christian Newspaper), they even got took a teams/group photo too! Too bad, my mom sold the Herald yesterday, or else i can see their faces. Wait! who want to see their faces anyway? Lol, since we are going to be enemy^^

The 6 teams are:

Veronica & Samantha

Jolin & Kevin

Arnold & Ruben

Andrew & Jude

Jena & Daren

Jason & Fabian

So, there are total of 14 males and 10 females in all the teams, i cant wait to see what will happen to us during the challenges, what should we do if we got eliminated? i hope we wont cry =.=' If you ask me which team should be eliminated first, i will say Sean & Tiana, because the 2 of them are the most busybody and talkative teenagers in my church! i think that's why they can pass the interview...

This Saturday, the 'war' will begin...

Final Decision

Im not going to tell you what happened during my 1st interview for the youth alpha competition that we had yesterday, because there's nothing interesting happened at all. Well, the next day, all of the 10 remaining teams will up to the 2nd and final interview this morning, me & Mark felt so sleepy because yesterday we were so tired, the interview took like 45 minutes for 1 team, the producer always ask us a very silly question, like why do you want to take participate in these game? or how well do you know about Jesus? i was like 'whatever....'

We all know that out of this 10 teams, 4 teams will failed the interview, and we were so nervous that we might be one of the failed team, but Mark said it's ok, at least we try our best to fight hard, he was right, so before the announcement, both of us slept for a while on the couch together. Later on, the producer came out from the interview room and announce all the failed teams, our heart was so scared until it's gonna stop. But after she mention the last team, all of the remaining 6 teams all 'YEAH!!!!' including me, i hug Mark and so did the other teams.

The 6 teams are:

Me & Mark

Sean & Tiana (my friends)

Eugene & Sharon

Joshua & Jeremy

Susan & Christine

Amelia & Adriana

Now, we still wondering the other 6 teams from Penang, are they strong? are they friendly? or are they ugly? Lol, just a joke, after the final decision, we thought we were allow to go home, but we cant. We still have to learn more about the game rules, so they play a video which was the exactly same game from last year, now only we know that this game was already exist on last year.

FR. Valentine (right) will be the host, and he will decided who will going home after the day challenges, we cant bring our handphone along with us during the challenge because they said we might cheat or something. Besides, teachers will acompany each of the teams to be our spy to see whether we got cheat or ask someone to help us or not, but they cant help us also, of course, even a tip also not allow. The game will begin on next Saturday, 8 a.m. with along the other 6 teams from Penang who will come here by the day before the competition.

Our first stop is at SFA church, we'll stay there for about 2 days until 2 teams have eliminated, then the journey will move to Klang. Win or Lose, i just dont want to be the first team to be eliminated from the game, it's very embrassing you know.

Last year's winner was a girl name Diana Chong, a chinese girl. The game rule is quite more different than this year, they got 16 contestants during that time, and all of them are above 18-year-old, every contestants were on SOLO work unlike this year, team versus, and only allow for the teenagers (13 to17-year-old). So, we are the Season 2 contestants, and this time must be the male team win the game!!!!!Gambate!!!!^^

My Own Personal 'Competiton'

Im sure that everyone must have encounter this 'competiton' before, that is ARGUE. This few months, i already defeated more than 5 people who try to defend me in YouTube's comment, most of them are really stupid than my hamster... im not sure that did they study or not?

Most of my enemies are older than me like 19 or 20 something, but still they failed their mission, lol. The youngest enemy that i encounter since this far is a 14-year-old boy, maybe girl. She/He send a very stupid comment on Happy Tree Friends video, he/she sends 'retard video'. At first, i just replied him/her 'then why do you watch it?', then when i watch another episode of HTF, i saw her/his stupid comment again, then i tell her/him just fuck off. And at that night, he/she really replied to me, he/she asked me to shut the fuck up and fuck my mum, and he/she even called me 'kid' even though he/she younger than me 2 years.

I immediately use my 'ulti' to defeat him/her, i wrote:

' o, i thought u r a baby, fucker!go n suck ur mum nipple n drink her fresh milk!! bsides, go fuck sum where else if u think tis vdeo is retard, baby!dun wan? ok, go n kill urself or fuck ur mum or suck ur dad's cock, which 1 u wan? no? u wan me

to fuck my mum or suck my dad's cock? dun worry, i'll kill them straight! bsides, im 16 n u juz 14 kid/baby'

I called him/her baby because his/her username and real name is Gabystelistu95, and i changed it to BabyStupid, lol. It was like head shot, he/she didn't reply to me again. Haha!

Another stupid enemy came and defend me last few days ago in my BFF's video, he said his video was very stupid or whatever... im so angry that he said something like that to my BFF! i told him fuck off and go and fuck his mother, but then it was review that his mother was dead of cancer 5 month ago, i dont believe him! he's so fucking fake! anyway, even if it was real, i dont care about his father or mother or grandmother because he said something negative to my BFF!

Before we ended the 'game', i told him go and suck his dad's cock since his mother was dead, i cant believe that this guy was so stupid. he said he wont suck his dad's cock because he's not gay, omg, that mean he will suck it if he's gay!? Hahaha! he didn't replied to me again after i wrote this. what a loser...

My other past enemies wasn't that interesting, they give up so easily, the title are FORBIDDEN SIREN 2, FATAL FRAME 3, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 TRAILER, GUINEA PIG EATEN and PARIS HILTON'S MY NEW BFF. Now, my new enemy is still currently having a 'war' on Battle Royale trailer, he's much more stupid than the others, he thought i was Malay because i was born in Malaysia, and he hates Asians.... mother fucker... this is why i have to win this 'war', for Asians... anyway, his username is coldremedyoftheapoc

Friends Forever

*sigh* when i watch this movie, i feel kinda of sad... In order to survive the 'game', they all were force to kill each other until 1 remain, and all of them are friends! I always think that what should i do if i take participate?

Kill my enemy? maybe i can do that

Kill my BFF & Friends? i dont think so

Commit Suicides? that's a stupid way to do

Now i only know why Kenneth dont trust in friendship.... he got his own point for that. Below i'll tell you how much i trust my BFF & Friends, the more point i give, mean i trust them more, maximum 10 points.

☠Friends Ranking☠


boys
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Mark Ng~ 10
Jason Ng~ 10
Joshua~ 10
Lee Weng Fei~ 5
Ngoh Kelei~ 4
Tan Cheng Yu~ 7
Lau Tiong Hong~ 6
Henry Wong~ 5
Victor Wong~ 7
Alex Ng~ 2
Kenneth Mun~ 10
Lee Cheng~ 8
Tan Wen Sern~ 10
Gan Pai Kai~ 7
Loh Kah Chin~ 6
Chan Chee Keong~ 3
William Liew~ 9


*note*
i)Jason and Joshua are not my BFF, they are my Christian friends and we grew up together (except for Joshua) along with Mark too of course, that's why i trust them like i did to my BFF
ii) although William was not my potential friend or BFF, but i still trust him.

girls
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Kuan Soo Juan~ 9
Kuan Soo Yen~ 8
Lee Jun Yi~ 8
Tan Kee Yin~ 7
Mildred Wong~ 9
Chan Wei Yee~ 7
Yong Joey ~ 6
Tang Chin Mun~ 7
Sabrina~ 5
Livanna~ 6


*note*
i)Sabrina & Livanna are from Holland and The Nether land, so i still dont know them well even i heard their voices before through the microphone of MSN
ii)Lee Jun Yi is my New BFF this month, i need to know more about her
iii)none of the girls was given 10 points because im not hanging up with them so much
iv)now i only know that i loose too many girl's friends....


Some of my friends' name i didn't write because i dont really trust them at all, hmm.... maybe they are my enemy or maybe i just using them.

Up Coming Project

Wow, this morning was a very hot day for me, the sun was like burning the whole church while me & Mark were eating our breakfast at the playground. the bad thing is, when we were ready to go to the class, we realized that our class had been use by the sisters (for Buddhist they called them nun) for some kind of meeting, i think. all of my classmates were force to used the Standard 3 classroom, but me & Mark like to called them the 'doll house' because the room is very small and the chairs, tables are very mini.

There's an air-coned just beside the corner of the window, but it seem like they didn't switch it on although they already did, it still so freaking hot! before we start our lesson, we all having a small meeting for the up coming project for the Fathers Day, some of them said want to sell sea shell with some writing on it, some of them said want to sell cd and the others have no idea, but many people agree with the cd, when Sean ask Sandra what cd are we going to sell, Mark suddenly whispered to me that we are going to sell porn movies, i laugh so loud until everybody look at me, it was so funny! nice one Mark!

Hmm... im still thinking that what are we going to do with the cd? i mean, there's nothing much for us to do, unlike the Mothers Day Project, we have to cut the flowers and all kind of things, maybe we just sell it straight or.... im so excited that we have to sell something again^^ this time i must work on SOLO!!!

My Future BFF

I think i found my new BFF now, this time is a girl, although she's very rude like a boy, but sometime she has a very girly face, lol. before i upgrade our friendship, i still need to know more about her, maybe i need to test her and dig out her true colour.

Hope she wont disappointed me like the others...

No Way...

Today, my former sain pertanian teacher, Cikgu Liana, told me that she will not going teach us again... She's gonna transfer to another school to teach next Monday, that's suck... Wait a minute, that mean, me and my classmate are going to trap by Cikgu Mazlan's hands forever? No way! OMG! it was worse than entering into the ghost world!

We'll miss you!!!!!:(

Mothers Day Project: 'Part Time Job'

After the preparation, all of us were allowed to go home for about 3-4 hours to get some rest, but after that we have to come back again and start to sell the flowers. So, when i went back there, i saw 1 of my friend was already selling outside the church, teacher Sandra asked me to sell the flowers by SOLO beside the playground since the others haven't came yet, i was like 'wtf?'

Well, i need to accept my fate and start to open my store, my first customer was my mom, she bought two RM3 single roses for my grandma and herself and i automatically earned RM6! then, i dont know why suddenly many people came to my store and buy my beautiful flowers, lol, if i really own that store, i probably can buy a new hand phone for myself, ^^

Most of my customers were kids due to my store was just beside the playground. i also gave a discount to a girl because she want to buy the RM5 double roses and she only got RM4, it's for Mothers Day, we shouldn't always count money for that.

The longer i sell, the more confident i get, in just 1 hour only i already earned RM100+, my teachers were very shocked for that, lol. Later, i no longer being solo, i team up with 4 Indian boys who just arrived and i realised that their mathematic were teruk than me, im so malang to team up with them... it's more better to be solo.

Mothers Day Project: Preparation

*Sigh* Today is the most tired day happened in my life! i woke up at 7:30am and went to church by 8. i thought i was late since teacher Sandra asked us to go there by 8, but i was wrong, i was the first 1 who arrived, Yeah! No longer, my BFF, Mark also arrived, i was like 'Finally...' im so happy that he came.

As soon as the others arrived, we went to our classroom and start our job immediately, we split into 7 group to do different jobs; cutting the torns from the roses, tie the ribbons, cutting the flowers, wrapping the flowers, cleaning the classroom, peel out the leaf and counting the flowers. Well, me and Mark do the cutting torns first since we thought it was easy and faster, but after couple of minutes later we starting to feel regret for choosing this job due to the torns are hurting our fingers so much. After finish that cutting torns, i went to do the peeling leaf while Mark went to do the ribbons, it was very complicated to peel out the leaf because the flowers is very bushy, i still keep going with that job until Angeline decided to ask me to change it with her to cutting the flowers.

Unfortunately, i cut my finger by a scissors accidentally when someone push me from my back, i quickly ran outside to the washroom for cleaning up my blood, but it was worse than ever when i did that, my blood still keep bleeding until i feel so dizzy and almost fainted (maybe i loose too much blood), Mark told me that my lip is so pale like a dead man. Teacher Audrey helps me to put some medicine on it and automatically my blood stop bleeding, what a miracle, lol! She asked me to sit down and get some rest and asked Mark to buy some foods & drink at the 7- Eleven which was just beside the church. With this cut, i can get some rest while the others except Mark who still busying like a maids, lol.

After lunch, me and Mark went outside and take some photos of each other like a children. The fun wont took so long of course, we went inside again and continue our work, tying the ribbons to the flowers. It was very hard for me to tie it due to my hurting finger, damn it! But i cant just let Mark do it by himself, so i sacrifice myself and tie that stupid ribbons by suffering although it took more time.

Finally, after the 7 hours of none stop working, we already done our job, Congratulation! the only job left was counting the flowers, there's only 2 people decided to count and there are total of 2oo+ flowers! believe it or not, we have to sell all of them within this 2 days, Saturday and Sunday. the cost is depend from the flowers:

the basket flowers ☠ RM25
single rose ☠ RM2
single rose with paper wrapping ☠ RM3
double roses with paper wrapping ☠ RM5
triple roses with paper wrapping ☠ RM8



Seem like an indoor jungle, lol. all of us were force to clean up the classroom before going home. i learned many new things today and it was very fun although i was hurt and tired, ^^. Now i only know that being as a Florist is not that easy.

Next: Part Time Job

What A Mental Day

It was the final lesson before we ended the school life, our BM teacher was supposed to came in class but she was absent today. All of my friends including my BFF suddenly went mentally during that time, i dont know what's wrong with them, all of them seem like a druggie to me, lol. I just sat on the table laughing all the time because their actions are very funny, childish, gay, stupid and mental.

Well, i think tomorrow is the time for me to be mental at the church, but of course i cant be too over it, or else my teachers will 'change' their faces to devil. As long as Mark is with me, i'll be mental all the time, He... He... He...

Oh, sorry. Back to the main topic, do you know why i dont want to join them instead of sitting there laughing? Because i wont do anything stupid in school and that was not my style at all. Anyway, i only do those stupid things in front of my cousin sisters and my Christian BFF, Mark, i mean only them, not anyone else.

Movie Time! (part 2)

Whew... We made a good choice for inviting 2 friends to come, or else we really need to sit separately if we ask too many people. The movie is isn't bad, but i missed some of the part when i went to the toilet because i cant hold my blander anymore =_='.

The most shocking scene was when Ryan Reynolds became the dead pool, i cant believe that he will plays a bad character. Before i watch this movie, i thought dead pool was a good mutant because the name seem pretty cool, but i was wrong, very wrong, it's appeared more worse than what i had thought.

The weird thing was the ages of wolverine and his brother, they live in this world for about centuries, but their ages just wont grow even they had already became mature, it was like they will always be 30+ year-old.

OMG!? Are You Kidding Me?

Today i received a called from my Sunday School Teacher, Audrey. She asked me to come to church this Saturday for the mothers day project, and i heard that we have to sell flowers this Sunday, i was like 'OMG!? Sell flowers? Are you f***king kidding me?' I mean, im a gothic dark boy, not that colourful flower boy!

*Sigh* I wish i can kill myself ..... Hope that Mark will come too, he's my only Christian BFF there! If he didn't come, i'll be emo again. Besides, i have to speak English all the time! OMG, who can save me? Perhaps an evil from Hell?

Scrabble

I don't know why everyone suddenly like to play scrabble instead of Chinese Chess this few days? Maybe the game is more interested? or maybe the game is more challenging? I don't know, but at least they still love to play it^^
Today we took about 2 hours to finish the game, some of them play it seriously but some of them definitely not. Tiong Hong was the first person who surrender and eliminated from the game although i surrender first due to the remaining letters for me is helpless, but Pai Kai save me from it, thanks to him. Lee Cheng was so lucky that he still can made it to the next round and causing Kah Chin to surrender and became the second player to eliminated from the game. Well, only two of us left and guess who win? Lee Cheng was the winner! I was force to surrender because my remaining letters are Q & V, i can't even made a possibly words there! So... *sigh*

Movie Time! (part 1)

This Wednesday, me and my BFF & friends are going to watch movie at Jusco's Cinema, We're planning to watch X-Men Origin, so, from now on i'll just keep my both hands close and pray to God that we will buy a good tickets, or else we have to 'break our neck' to watch it. There's only 4 of us going, they are me myself, my BFF Wen Sern, Cheng Yu and Weng Fei, we don't want to invite too many people unless we want to sit separately during the movie. Altough this is not the first time for me to watch movie with them, but I'm still feel very happy and excited^^

To Be Continue...

X-Men, we are coming!!!!! LOL

A Gifted From My BBF (best brother forever)

Kenneth Mun, who was my first younger BBF and the first person who gave me a white hamster as a gifted

I name my hamster as Whitney because of it's white fur, she really likes to bite people finger including me, but of course it not hurt at all. She's my 2nd hamster since the first one passed away last year on March :(

Confirmation Camp

For some reason, i don't really like this camp at all, it's really boring than enjoying... and we have to wake up early like about 5 am! i only got 3-4 hours to sleep due to the other boys always playing football in the room, i was like "uh! i wish i can sleep with the girls!"

These is the room for all the boys, we are so lucky that we have 2 air-conditioners while the girls don't have Ha! Ha! and one of the air-coned is just beside me & my friends' bed! The mattress is not that comfortable to sleep, besides the bed can be shaken if one us move, it was like going to crash down.

This is Mark Ng, my only Christian BFF through the years, i shared the bed with him for the entire camp, before we sleep, both of us usually will play poker cards or UNO together with other friends, of course we won't gambling, because we were staying at the church's dorm for god sake!

These is me & my BFF's bed, looks very messy right? The blanket is too short for us to cover our body, the room is so cold during the night. Well, at least you won't see any cockroach or worms crawling around, you only can see dogs there.

The toilet for boys is at the balcony outside the dorms, and only one toilet for boys! The toilet is very dirty while we got there, it was worse than my school's toilet... That was not the main point, the main point is the foods that they cook for us, you know what they cook? Indian food.... we ate curry for about 2 days, Oh My God!

So, this is why i didn't enjoy the camp so much...

Wanna Write To A Very Special Friends?

If you got watch Charlie and The Chocolate Factory or Race To Witch Mointain, you'll regonize who is she. Her name is Anna Sophia Robb, if you want to be friend with her, write a letter to this address:

331 N.Maple Drive BeverlyHills, CA 90210

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Yes, she plays the role of Hermione Granger in Harry Potter. Her name is Emma Watson, if you're a big fan of her, you can write to her by following this address:

34-43 Dury House,

Russell Street, London WC2B SHA,

United Kingdom

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*This is not a joke!

People Who Still Supporting Me Being As A Goth

I know that many people in the world always think that Gothic is a very creepy style, and i don't know why they think like that because every people own a different style and interested. At least Gothic is the world most fashionable style, unlike those people who always wearing the same kind of outfit, act like a cute people, eww.... (vomit)

Until this day, only 6 people around me who were still supporting me being as a goth. They are:

My mom ☠ i still can remember that when i first tell her that i wanna to be a goth, she was like "huh? what's on earth is a goth?" well, i explain and show some of the example of Gothic pictures to her briefly, i can't believe that the next day she start to buys black horror shirt for me to wear, most of them were a skull design .

My 3 Cousin Sisters ☠ At first, they also think that Goth is a very crazy style in the world, but when we play Obscure 2, one of the characters who name Shannon Matthews who as the Gothic Lifestyle made them changed their mind, they said she's wearing a cool, sexy outfit and immediately support me! They help me to buy a black nail polish for me to apply on my finger nails, they are girls, of course they have more experience than me.

Wen Sern ☠ He is my first male BFF who felt interested with Gothic Emo Punk, from the very beginning, he doesn't know what is GOTHIC and PUNK but EMO only. I tell him about the different of those 3 styles and he seems like he's getting my points, Unfortunately, he got no chance to live as 1 of those 3 styles due to his parents who doesn't like this kind of 'dark stuff', otherwise maybe he'll be joining me as a gothic/emo BFF :(

Kenneth Mun ☠ Kenneth is my first BBF (best brother forever) and my first emo's friend through the years, he's an emo of course he won't feel a bit weird to goth. He introduced me an online game called IMVU (also known as 3D messenger) a kind of game which allowed us to chat and meet some new friends from other countries, it almost similar to The Sims, i use this chance to chat with other Goth's fans.

I hope all the the people out there can accept us for who are we, it's all about being yourself, ok?